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marian is a nice nice girl.
marian wong
doed36@hotmail.com
15/08/89
sn.mi(bartly)
feeling (:
loves!
family and friends
DISLIKES.
you!
okay yesterday was a nightmare
shall not go into it.
thank you esther,dan,russell for making me laugh.
yes,although they will not read it but yes
signed.8:57 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
ahhh save me
gp ecam is tomorrow and i am far from sane
signed.11:53 PM
i am feeling miserable alll over again.
WHY WHY WHY.
it was getting better alr.
i know it got to do with my wrong decision and the fact that i din have school today.
no row people.
no amanda.
no emily.
no one there to keep me sane.
AH!
how am i gonna survie the holidays?
maybe you all wanna help marian,cause gp exam is just tomorrow.
i wore my moon shirt out today but,i wore a jacket.
so was kinda retarded.
so NO ONE officially saw me wore my moon shirt.
OH WELLS,i might just wear it to church later.
i am feelinf fucking miserable.
fucking fucking fucking miserable
i want to go to school now.
i want to take back my words.
i am gonna leave afterall.
signed.5:35 PM
GOOD MORNING DIARY!
i am wearing my moon shirt out today.
cool shirt for cool people
oh mans!
you know something.
marian is not happy but marian dreams are happy.
last night dream was FABULOUS.
all my favourite people inside except one.
OH OH WELLS
starring my sister,gwen,my parents,****(this person is a random person)
so i dreamt that i wore st niccks uniform ready to go to school.
and i realised it only while wearing my socks.
and all these while **** was with me.he was supposed to be haa.
yes it felt great,the whole dream.
UNTIL,i realised that i got the wrong uniform.
and there was no more uniform cause my sister wore it to the wedding practice the other day.(this part is ridiculous)
so i rant rant screamed,till i got my uniform.
then
SWITCH.
now is another dream,
i dreamt that i was in genting with my family.
but gwen was there alone.
i was supposed to go tour the place with her and all.
HOWEVER,i realised that i got gp exam the next day(gp exam stress coming in here)
so i panicked.
i wanted to go chill with her but then i had to go study with brandon thye all in singapore.
haha
this was the point where i got really stress and woked up.
It was a pretty nice dream.
i loved the front part,but i am not telling you diary about it.
this is because ESTHER HO LONG AI hacked into my diary.
and she will know.
haha
this is my secret fantasy mans.
sry babe.
so yes,life goes on.
he is happy and i am not.
i wanted to supress everything and just live my own life.
yes,but now i cant.
i know is my problem
you know why i cant.
cause i think i hvae been suppressing everythin,and anything connected to that person,will just start a mental battle in me.
But as you see,friendship fades and all.
and at the point,i will walk away.
I won give myself in this friendship cause i really need to protect myself.
Promos is this year and a's is next.
i cant afford any psycological or mental toture to ruin my studies.
at least i have my row people to keep in sane in school.
(:
okay i love my diary
yeesterday was mummy brithday.
cant wait for her to come baack to celebrate.
you know i almost forgot.
she is away in london,and she din nagged about her b'dae
i send her a brithday card.
MUMMMY FASTER COME BACK,I WILL GET YOU ALL ICE CREAM CAKE.
signed.9:44 AM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
hey diary.
tomorrow there is no school
(:
but there is like a whole stack of gp stuff waiting to be read
:(
marian is sad AGAIN thanks to the greatest genius
haha
yes,i hope i wont start feeling like that tomorrow or friday
cos there is gp exam to worry about.
This is so not helping.
i really dont know why i even bother
everytime i bother,it makes me feel more terrible.
i really just want to walk out of it.
Now,i keep getting into it.
and this sucks
cause one day from today,two days from today,or dont know how many days from today,i know i am bound to get hurt.
haha
I will walk away soon.
now its just dinner time
signed.8:56 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
good luck for chinese o's
study hard
esther too
i dont have your picture
When you leave,i lost a part of me.
But sugar,there is no turning back.
I am leaving on a jetplane
signed.8:18 PM
hui you ne me yi tian
一九四三 世界大战
阿嬷年轻的时候
爷爷爱他那么多他们感情很深 但是爷爷
身负重任 就在离乡的那夜给了阿嬷一个吻
轻声说到我要离去别再哭泣 不要伤心
请你相信我 要等待 我的爱 陪你永不离开
因为会有那么一天 我们牵着手在草原厅
听鸟儿歌唱的声音 听我说声 我爱你
夕阳西下 鸟儿回家 阿嬷躺 在病床上
呼吸有一点散漫 眼神却很温柔 看着爷爷
湿透的眼 握着他粗糙的手 阿嬷的泪水开始流 轻声说道
signed.7:48 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
dearest diary,
drama got syf GOLD.this is so cool.we upgraded from a bronze to a gold.
today was an okay day,better yet worst.
RAHH.
i had decided to just ignore everything from now.
my piority is to make myself happy and do well.
i am happy in school,when my mind is preoccupied with stuff.
i really wished i can be in school all the time.
A day with my beautifuls,girlfriends,wifey will be great too.
but not like that.
Once i leave anyone of them,once i am alone,i am lost.
and i just keep sinking and sinking and sinking.
Its already at the seabed(haha learn in geog today).
i really wish i am drown in their company instead,really.
and yes i was drown in esther's company today.LITERALLY HUNS
had lil bit of baileys,its like ice cream.
it helped me to sleep alil
marian wong sze ting.
ahhhhhhhhh you know i dont even know what i am talking,saying feeling anymore.
this feeling sucks
i feel trapped.
But when i am in a company,am i really happy?
i really dont want to go think if i am happy or not.
i just want to move on.
maybe pretending to be happy will make me really happy soon.
maybe it will help.
I wished i ccould knock some sense into myself.
there is really so much in my mind you know.
i wished i knew
i wished i knew
i think more of these days and my eyeballs are gonna drop.
i am just gonna be happy
HAPPINIESS,YOU ARE STICKING WIHT ME THROUGH THICK AND THIN.
i am just going dash through this.
stars,please shine on me
draw sthg today again
its my dream home.actually marian is strong right.
anw,esther,i know you arenot feeling good.but thank you for still being there.
and to the HACKERS,if there may be,i know the password thing is super easy to hack.But,hacking it is like reading my locked diary.so be nice k
actually you can read it if you just shut up about it lah
INTEGRITY
signed.11:22 PM
ok great.i finally got the password protected code.
a pity it doesnt change fast enough.
i think i will go search for that super secure code.
before i do that,HI HACKERS!
signed.1:45 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
HELLO people!
okay i am back and you can ignore my two earlier INSANE post.
yes,i am getting better and better everday.
thanks to the company of ESTHER HO LING AI.
thank you for sacrifising your precious time to listen to me rant and stone and nua.
thank you for just msging me and calling me.
yes!i would probably took longer to get through this without you.
and I LOVE YOU ESTHER HO LING AI
I TRULY BLUEY DO.
and i thank gwen and alicia too for caring and going out with me today although gwen have exams.
yes and esther have exams too.
i just love you all larh.
today was FFABULOUS.
you read that with the extra f.
i think today just end up the whole sadness thing and all.
today is the FULL STOPS day.
you guys really crack me up so much.
dont woorry about school work and all,we will just pull this through together alright!!!!!
marian wants more outing!!!!!!!
and alicia,i will gladly lend you my clothes to do fabric test on it.
I REALLY WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU.
amanda and emily too
emily,sorry for scatching you.
haha
sorry for tamatising you on friday.
pretty mermaid,dont be scared of me k
love love.
amanda too.
yes, let talk about today
me and alicia went to eat LONG johns(alicia hoping to grow taller)haha jk
while waiting for gwen.
and esther plays a part in here too.
thank you for msging me while i wait for them.
okay then we ate and ate and talked abit here and there
and GWEN came.
we shoppped a lil ,ate AGAIN and took pictures.
i want to show you all pictures
I BOUGHT AT MOON SHIRT (not sailormoon ,emily)
its nice
it gets nicer and nicer the more i look at it.
so yes
i had loads of fun.
i really do miss you guys.
i miss the times we used to talk alot,like hours and hours.
i really need more of these.
ICE CREAM OUTING NEXT K
yes.and i am good.i will get better and better.
yes thank you loves for eveything
i love my bestfriends.
and i miss my shanghaians STILL
and i saw xiao rong that day.
and the neoprints cant be scanned
show you all another day.
TILL THEN,i will be gone
gonna change my blog.
one more picture of us
and to all my friends out there,you are missed.
i am sorry if i haven really be there.
but i promise i will be.
i haven really been maintaining our friendship.
from today,you all should be the most important things in my life k.
i know i am not a good friend,i am really sorry.
love you all!
signed.11:14 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
marian is marian
no one makes marian
marian is the strong and unbreakable
marian only smiles
marian marian
haha
THIS IS MARIANWONGSZETNG
yup one and only marian
marian is gonna walk straight,jog crooked,dash diagonal
marian is saying HI to all
marian is gonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna say BOO
marian needs people
marian says watch out
marian says yayness
if you put that ALL together you get MADNESS!
hhaha
i am gonna study hard
dear diary,i will bring you good news.
signed.7:43 PM
since today is more last day to blog.
i shall blog ALOT ALOT ALOT,humongous ALOT
let me tell you about me
marian loves
PURPLE
GREEN
woo!
marian loves sleeping.
marian loves ICE CREAM AND CHOCOLATES.
marian loves stonnig
marian loves looking at the sky
marian loves herself
marian loves smelly things
marian loves bitter and sour things
marian loves doing nothing
marian loves ESTHER,cos she is accompanying me now
marian loves AMANDA,cos she told marian to smile
marian loves WIFEY,cos wifey is wifey
marian loves CHENJI,cos she got to treat chenji lunch
marian loves EMILY,cos marian loves emily
marian loves STELLA,cos stella loves marian
marian loves WENDY,cos wendy say!
marian loves GWEN,cos gwen shops with marian
marian loves loves loves loves hate hate hate hate hate,
after cancelling the loves and hates,you get more hates than loves,so marian hates life.
haha
hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
i bet you don understnad,but did i say i did?
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
woooooooooooooooooooooooooot
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 15H OF AUGUST
HI ALL!
GOODNIGHT
signed.7:33 PM
yes,marian is back.
today was so funny.
omg larh!
i love my row people.
yes yes.the picture above is the row people.haha took the picture from vic's blog.
island creamery today was so funny.
i had fresh banana.
it was super super super nice.
i wanted to try bandung but they din have it.
:(
pangsai them larh.
anwwwwwww,i had nice ice cream.
then we printed our class photo and brandon picture
haha
and made fun of brandon.
econs project was like errmmm. haha
so we decided to move to macs.
and the piggified people started to eat.
then we played truth or dare.hahah
it was so funny i tell you.
i almost died banging on the table and laughing.
brandon was so gay,he REFUSED to do his dare.
ahha
but he did it in the end.
he had to go ask the macs counter person"do you sell wanton mee"
omg.it was HILARIOUSSS with triple s
and emily,mermaid friend ,was so brave.
haha
it was so so fun.
econs project!!! and pw
omg
with like 3 out of 5 of the pw people in the econs project group
i can FULLY understand why nothing is done.
hahahah
and thats class pic on sportscarnival dayokay mans.
now i shall tell you about my ride home.
1. i realised that pierce is spelled as peirce
haha
okay
2.i thought of my dream house.
it will be single storey
with no doors
no main doors
OPEN CONCEPT
alright mans!
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the last thing i am gonna say is that this is my 41st post
memories!
lovely
haha
okay
its two more weeks before school close
and mids is coming(20% to promos)
and marian HAVE AND HAD been slacking.
so yes,after this post marks a hiatus till the end of my mids.
yes yes.i can see you all crying.
dont be too sad.
i am gonna devote ALL my time to books and friends.
yup
shall not come online so often,i hope
BUT if you all need me,just call me k.
marian loves you all.
and monday outing will carry on AS USUAL.
i will leave you a picture of me later.
(:
i hope that made you all happy
haha
signed.6:11 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
esther!
i hope you are reading this.
thank you loads loads for today.
though the lizard heard our whole conversation.
i am glad you heard it too.
i know i am NOT making much of a sense,but ya,just read on.
haha
i know we are cmi chickens.
i dont want to be a cmi chicken.
so please invite me to your house tomorrow for a drink.
thank you thank you
xoxo
signed.8:45 PM
marian is tired,exhausted,sleepy.
i really dont want to go and think anymore
thinking just makes things worst.
if things are morally unright,then so be it.
i am not gonna bother thinking,doing or saying anything.
i am goonna lead life as before.
rah
signed.5:28 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
aloha!
haha
haven really been blogging mainly because my brother is HOGGING on the computer,doing his assignments.
Being as nice as ever,i dint asked for the computer.
:D
School is as taxing as ever.
I am so mentally and physically drained.
After this entry,i have to do my long overdue math tutorials.
But life should be getting better.
YAY!
anw anw,saturday feels like a good day alr.
morning with the doctor
afternoon with study group
evening with esther
anticipating
hopefully i dont have some weird illness.
marian loves you all,as usual
signed.10:46 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
yes,and class of 4 unity.anyways!emily,i know you want THAT picture.
haha
i will send it you soon.
hhehehehehheehehehehehehe
signed.8:50 PM
my hair is getting worst.
i know i should shut up
anyway,i uploaded the pictures from my cam alr,and developed pictures too.
shall post up some
okay.i am lazy to upload some more.i wanted to upload pictures of my cute cousins,but for their safety,I WONT.in case all you perverts keep their picture in some private folder.
hehe
lovess!
signed.8:37 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
wifey!
if you haven already realised,I LOVE YOU TONS.
you,wendy,anne,xr,clare matters so much to me.
Without all of you,i will be smiling lesser everyday.
We had alot of conflicts but i guessed we all grew to love each other more and more.
I will always remember the shanghai trip,how we bitched about banana,made a song about her,played cards,disturb teachers,iron our uniform,ate the bug tomato,ordered pizza in CHINESE and SHANGHAINESE,anne's bouncy wake up calls,attempts to sneak out to shop.
i really love you guys.
thank you for your post,you brought back lovely memories.
and i thank you more for always being there for me.
i love my shanghaians
♥♥♥
signed.12:06 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
everybody,i think i can be a pig already.
i slept from 7 pm ytd to 9.43 today morning.
haha!
okay mans.
thats the way!
haha
and and i caught the mermaid show alr,aquamarine.
haha EMILY,beat that!
HAHA
jkjk!
yes and esther got the same mentality as my cousin.
solace in misery says:
hey hand
haha
EQUAL RETARDEDNESS.
esther,my cousin is like sec 3
hahaha
i am laughing at you esther!
signed.12:16 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
RAHH!
i just ate ice cream
NICE NICE NICE ICE CREAM.
haha
FINE!
i guess it is a GOOD attempt to make all you chicken neh neh jealous.
haha
WIFEY,although you are no chicken neh neh,you are jealous too right.
oh man
ok shut up marian
ANYWAY,i got an idea.
wifey,we can go ice cream outing.
like try ice cream from different shop and all the flavours.
haha
okok lets see,i felt super drowsy in school today.
3/4 of the time,i din know what i was saying.
must be the vegetables!
they are having an UNdesirable effect on me.
I WANT MY CHOCOLATE.
rahh!PI IS DUE TOMORROW
so is econ essays
and there is chem tomorrow.
i really want to understand chem,so chem,please be good and make yourself a lil easier to comprehend.
rahhhh
i am like talking rubbish,like always
whats new anyway!
hoho
someone in 4u designed this and i think,its really prettyi miss 4u.
i miss shanghai people
i miss all the night studying people
i miss 360d
i miss G.A.M.E.
i miss wifey
i miss wendy
i miss anne
i miss chenji
i miss bestfriend char
i miss esther
i miss stella
i miss all of you.
and even if your name is not mention,please know that i am missing you.
rahhh!i dont want to grow up
signed.7:46 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
yes yes yes.
marian is blogging.
WONDERS
unknown facts and knowledge keep piling.
grrr
i am going to sink soon!
and marian is feeling really sleepy now.
okok
esther just came over.
oh and i am on a FAT diet
I have beeen eating alot of veggie.
GREEN FRIENDS!
maybe not FAT diet,
more like,make my hair grow diet.
yup!
that must be it.
yes hair please grow.
please like mr scalp
or miss scalp
even if he/she is married,just be the third party and stick to mr/miss scalp k
PLEASE
marian BEGSS
forcing one bowl of veggie while esther was eating maggi mee,was AWLFUL.
but i ate TWO ice cream today.
i guess that made it up!
i love catching up.
cant wait for monday,
we can yak yak yak again.
And chenji!
when you read this,please know that i miss you.
and thank you for calling last night
LOVE :D
AND TO MY MERMAID BABY.
found this by ACCIDENT
if you read my blog,this will be your reward
haha
DREAM MY FANTASY!
signed.11:27 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
oh man.
i forgot to mention
GREENHOUSE WON!
signed.9:32 AM
OH MAN!
i totally regret not going back for sports day.
after reading all the blogs,i am like urgh!!!
can we REALLY go out soon?
if not,i am gonna DIE!
WIIFEY!!!!!!!!
rahhh
and yes...i forgot what i wanted to say
but yes
haha
tell you later larh...if i remember
signed.9:30 AM
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