Thursday, April 27, 2006
ok sn sports day tomorrow.
i wanna go back yet dont want to go back
i din go for sports day last year,but if i am going back tomorrow,it will be such an irony.
haha!
ok thats not the point.
the point is if i go i get to see 4u,shanghai people(most of them),and my gossip partner.
oh man!miss them so much.
i don't want to be lonely tonight
signed.10:33 PM
Ronin - One More Moment
Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love,
Cause time has a habit of slipping away.
Out on a clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day,
Just take me in and keep me from the rain.
And words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away.
Just stay awhile and hear me say
And I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.
Turn away to say goodbye with each and every word
That passes by like a distant memory.
Cause time keeps slipping away,
And time will turn to grey,
And time will be the one who holds you down.
And words that seem so hard to say,
Come out when you've gone away.
Just stay awhile and hear me say
And I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.
And I want you here tonight,
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment,
For just one more moment with you.
Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
And in the end it hits you hard,
Please tell me you'll be strong.
signed.12:37 AM
Saturday, April 22, 2006





hilarious pictures i have found.
heetee
signed.10:10 PM
homework homework and even more homework
haha
yayness.
i feel so proud of myself,and you should all feel proud for me too.
i studied quite alot today,though i din complete much.
studied in town,MYSELF.
i was so tempted to slack and talk,but there was no one in front of me,and talking to myself din seem wise,so i turned to my boooks.
MATHS MATHS MATHS.
haha
and first two pages of geog.
then went tpy to visit esther and winnie at work.
was supposed to study after that,but it felt so nice to stone.
but being hardworking TOO.i went to study for 30 min.
and i bought my headphones.FINALLY!AND ITS RETRACTABLE.
cool things for cool people.
haha
oh man
i am going mad.oh oh oh
and i kept listnening to this chinses song the whole day like 1/2 the time.
just keep repeating it.
then now i am missing alot of people.
I MISS SHANGHAI PEOPLE.
we always say we will go out soon!but we haven.the last time was like when?!wild wild wet.!!!!!!SO LONG AGO LARH.MUST GO OUT SOON PLEASE.and anne,please come back form austrailia this year k.then we can shop shop shop and walk walk walk.i promise i will walk to town TOO.please!!!!!!wifey!and wendy!i miss you loads.thought i just saw you all.but STILL.please miss me and dont forget about me k.marian loves you all like more than anything.ESTHERcan dota NOT be more impt than me.
more talks,cycling and prata!
i seriously miss drooling on your pillow.
i miss your house.
i dont care if you are not inviting me to your house.
i am GOING.
but please dont shut the door on me k
i wanna see your hot tuition teacher,dont sack him before i go there.
CHENJIi miss you loads!go out soon k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BESTFRIEND CHARLETS GO KBOX SOON.WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO SINCE SO LONG AGO.MUST MUST K.GO WITH CHARISSA.AND STELLA TOO.everybody ,just know that you are missed badly by ME
signed.9:42 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
marian is lost.
haha
back to blogging!
rahh.
okok
i shall be more welcoming.
haha
feeling retarded already.
i seriously think blogging is retarded,although i am blogging,its different.
cause i am retarded.but people dont close down your blogs cos
MARIAN LOVES READING BLOGS
life is getting on fine.
but i really wish i got more work,like during o's or something then i wont have time to think about rubbish.
i really think i find unwanted problems for myself.
and people,dont forget about me k.
cause marian loves you.
even though she is a lil bad and mean,you all wont mind right.
sometimes i really dont know what i am thinking and what i am doing.even though you may be angry wiht me for a while,but dont be angry with me for too long ok.sometimes i am really childish.ok i am just spoilt
haha
ok
this is getting retarded
goodnight
signed.10:42 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
hey folks,
its been a week i think.
yes alot of things happened.
More and more people are making me feel like a fool.
you might think that i am the complicated one but i really think the world is too complicated for me.
I am losing everything at the same time now.
Life is just not getting better.
And people should just start thinking simpler.
People in my world only seems to have thoughts of making use of me.
haha
HILARIOUS
all i want now is to close all the sucky chapters in my life and start everything again.At least it feels cleaner.haa.and i should stop telling people anything myself,if not i am gonna get make use again.
haha
okok
BLOG CLOSED,REALLY
signed.5:13 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
today is a bad day.
enough of bad nice dreams.
this is so not good.
oh wells.
on a lighter note,i finally finished my math tutorial.
OMG larh.
since school started,i always cant do more than one question or just cant do anything at all.but TODAY!i finished 7/8 questions of linear equations.I AM SUPER PROUD OF MYSELF.
even if you think the questions is easy,it is already a big accomplishment for me.my whole of inequalities tutorial is like shit.i totally dont understand at all,until now.and there is a test tomorrow.GREAT job marian!
BUT there are still homework not done.
THE COMING WEEK IS GONNA SUCK SO BADLY.
few breaks.
end late everyday except for monday.
so shit.everything feels so packed.
ha.but i dont like to go home early anyway.
if you are all bored or very free,you can come and date marian.she is waiting!NEXT NEXT WEEK K
winnie next week go out kk!are you going for eesther thingy on sat?tag your board and tell me K!
I am seeing something i dont want to see;feeling strongYou're the kind of friend who always bends when i'm broken Like remember when
signed.5:58 PM

Third generation!
signed.11:10 AM





please define happiness!
signed.11:01 AM
i am supposed to be studying now!
but you see...temptations.
HAHA!
my friends are nuts larh.
like homework are supposed to be done during the weekends.but like everybody alr finished their homework in the afternoon.some even did more than just homework.EXCEPT ME.
i am already feeling stupid enough.
GRR
WHY DO PEOPLE FINISH THEIR HOMEWORK SO FAST!
crazy folks
cant wait for monday,CAN WEAR TIE,we are all gonna wear it to town.
so fun larh!
hee
cant wait for monday.
and yes yes.on the day i din go for water training,it was cancelled.
YES YES YES
must be because i wasnt there,so it rained.
this is getting to random.
anyways,today or rather ytd is april's fool.
and idiots played trick on me.
what break up with boyfriend larh.
scared me!
idiotic YOU.
and grand pa 80th brithday,
so fun!
played with my cousins.
and took crazy photos.
i was half mad alr.
and still have to do work now.
okok
off to do WORK
the false truth;the death within the soul
signed.12:51 AM